What does one do? I mean… I’m theoretically a perl developer, but I spend maybe an hour a day doing that. *Maybe* two. I play WoW a lot; but I haven’t played it for more than an hour in the last three days. I didn’t go to work yesterday. I just went back to bed. [...]
Drinking and watching House and funny cat videos. Spent much of the evening knocking heads off zombies. Finished my latest car book, Hunter’s Run. It was interesting. Not what I expected. Work has been frustrating. I’m fine in the morning, I’m okay through breakfast — but getting to work just shuts everything off. When I [...]
When I close my eyes, the motion make me seasick. Sort of a blurry, drifting, wobbling feeling. Memories swish around and fold into other things. Loaded down with cliches. Needing to “find myself.” Need reasons. Destinations. Goals. Motives. Bored and tired. Can only motivate for a few hours at a time, and then it’s all [...]