Archive for April, 2010

Do do do do do

April 29th, 2010

What does one do? I mean… I’m theoretically a perl developer, but I spend maybe an hour a day doing that. *Maybe* two. I play WoW a lot; but I haven’t played it for more than an hour in the last three days. I didn’t go to work yesterday. I just went back to bed. [...]

The Regular

April 27th, 2010

Drinking and watching House and funny cat videos. Spent much of the evening knocking heads off zombies. Finished my latest car book, Hunter’s Run. It was interesting. Not what I expected. Work has been frustrating. I’m fine in the morning, I’m okay through breakfast — but getting to work just shuts everything off. When I [...]

Not Sleeping

April 6th, 2010

When I close my eyes, the motion make me seasick. Sort of a blurry, drifting, wobbling feeling. Memories swish around and fold into other things. Loaded down with cliches. Needing to “find myself.” Need reasons. Destinations. Goals. Motives. Bored and tired. Can only motivate for a few hours at a time, and then it’s all [...]