I don’t entirely understand. I had to steal them from her before I went to, um, dinnerbreakfast. She’d hunkered down in three or four pair by the bedroom door and gone into ambush mode. You know how that is; pupils dilated, ears forward, tail whipping. Death on four legs for anything smaller than her. Then, [...]
Headache. Laid in bed for an hour and a half full of self-recrimination and loathing. Going over the last several years in my head, reinforcing anger at things I’ve done. This is why I need to keep my sleeping at night. There’s more to distract me if I’m awake in the daytime. Took Wednesday off [...]
Very tired, but jittery legs inspire racing thoughts. Coming up on five years. There I go again, looking at anniversaries as if the past matters. Cataloging things I’m aware of and can admit, but on some level don’t yet feel. Sky didn’t do this to me. It wasn’t about me. I just happened to be [...]