Slept late. Got to dad’s late. Went to mom’s. Drove around. Went home. While leaving mom’s, the floodgates opened and a hundred things that I hadn’t thought about in a while sprung forth. Spent the trip home in quite a state. It’s as if I’d forgotten what kind of feelings I’d been hiding from. Three [...]
I haven’t written because things have been fairly stable and I haven’t really needed the catharsis it usually brings. I’m writing tonight, anyway, just to journal. Went to Beth’s last Saturday. It was supposed to be a bonfire kind of thing, but the dampness precluded it. Met some new people, made an ass of myself, [...]
The company I work for finally finished the purchase-merger-thingy that’s been “in the works” all year. That’s a little bit of adventure. I’ve been mostly okay since Halloween. A mild mind-knot late Saturday afternoon dealing with large stores and crowds of people, but that passed. The trip home from work Monday was pretty awful — [...]
I cracked pretty hard Friday. Utter incompetence. Left work. Called shrink. Had late-notice session. Came home, took nap. Had dinner. Started to shut off my mind by playing WoW when Tommy called. A few from Boa’s party insisted I stop being a wussy-ass and go to the party. I did, and I’m glad I did. [...]