Archive for May, 2008

Hovering

May 18th, 2008

I think I did well tonight. Played a (very) little bit of Rock Band. Drank some, but didn’t get drunk. Donna and her boyfriend are pretty touchy-feely. It might have bothered me. I’m not sure. The differences between Donna and Donna′ are more pronounced. Everyone acted normal. It felt like… even though she’s still really [...]

So Much For Resolve

May 16th, 2008

I’m going to a movie tomorrow with JB’s crowd. I haven’t seen most of them for a couple months. Donna and her boyfriend might be there. I’m not thinking about her any less than I was before. Avoiding her (and people that remind me of her) isn’t going to get me over her. Maybe seeing [...]

Daily Defamation

May 8th, 2008

Woke up this morning with a litany of awful things in my head that looped around until I got to work; just drilling over my faults. If I argue them out with myself here, will that help? Or will it just reinforce them? I’ve been wanting to write about this all day, and now I [...]

Aimless

May 4th, 2008

Stream-of-consciousness follows. I’ll try to break it up so it’s not a dreadful WALL O’ TEXT. I just have to get this out. It’s a beautiful day. I love this weather. What do I want to do with it? I dunno. I could go walk around. Walk where? Nowhere really interesting right now. Well, I [...]

Flux

May 4th, 2008

Been sick all week. Missed a couple days of work. The work gang had been planning a field trip to see Iron Man on Friday night. Friday morning, I get up bright and early, get moving, and get to work early. By lunch, the coughing has returned, and a general malaise set in. Everything seemed [...]