This is technically the eleventh, but I didn’t post the last time I walked, so we’ll just go with it. Last time was a couple weeks ago, Karren and I walked around the block (mile and a half). Same walk I made tonight, but it was a hell of a lot more humid this time.
I feel like I should warn the reader that this post feels particularly whiny and full of self-pity and angst. If I don’t write it out, though, I feel my head will explode. Here’s the mail I sent my therapist this afternoon shortly after waking up. All the (confidence?) of the last few days just [...]
I need to get this out (or at least started) or it’ll all end up buried again. It sounds like over-dramatic crap, but it feels important. Everything feels important at one time or another. Karren doesn’t seem to mind me playing WoW. She tolerates my antisocial freak-outs. I came out of the bathroom the other [...]
“Darling, you’re living ten years ago. I’m not, and I won’t. Maybe I don’t like the present very well, but I’m in it, and I can only change it in little ways. I can’t make it the past again, and I won’t try.” She paused a moment, searching his face. “Ten years ago, we weren’t [...]
I didn’t realize it had been so long since my last post. Things have been moving on pretty much as normal; I’m too tired right now to do justice to what’s going on in my head. I’ll summarize, though, as a way of forcing myself to write in more detail later. I could save an [...]