Despite taking up the bulk of my day and being more to the front of my mind, work isn’t really what’s bothering me. Probably obvious. Yes, it’s frustrating, and I don’t know how the people I work with can see this any differently. They’re responsible for vast segments of projects, and they complain and cuss [...]
A lot going on lately. I need to post on here to get it all out, but been too busy. I’ll summarize: Shrink: Realized some things Monday. Still have a lot of thinking to do.. Work: Amazed I’m still employed. Haven’t accomplished squat in over a week. K.: Puts up with far too much of [...]
It’s been over a month, and I’m sort of disappointed. Oh, well. Still ate at Mrs. Winners, but took the long way back, past the fairground. I’ll be very surprised if my feet don’t blister up.
Been trying to sleep for three hours. Was at work extra-early Monday. Lunch meeting was annoying. An hour and a half sitting in a room listening to state-of-the-company and trying not to squirm. Haven’t napped at all. Am tired. Have to be at work fairly early Tuesday. And my neck still hurts. Frustrating. Was almost [...]
Another 2am post brought to you by a little bit of store-brand NyQuil and my inflamed sense of melodrama. My back is sore and my neck has been trying to upstage it for two days. This relationship with K. isn’t right. It could be, if I were more the person I imagine I’d like to [...]
Just another “getting it out of me” entry. I have to be at work by 6:00am today. Naturally, I can’t seem to sleep. Tired, but brain keeps turning over. Deadlines (today, 7:00am) have this effect on me. Long-awaited events (good or bad) bring expectation (of what? disaster? success? misery? joy?). Afterwards, the emptiness, the hollow [...]